ok - WHAT THE FUCK?! like, seriously. are you fucking stupid? ok i have this friend, and he's a fucking moron!!!!!!! he's making the stupidest fucking mistake of his life, and he doesnt realize a bunch of shit, and he's stupid. I dont think he realizes, how much people ACTUALLY care about him. othre people. other families. ... and me ... I am so incredibly, upset, pissed, frustrated, dissappointed, and yet, helpless, right now. One of the worst parts about it, is theres nothing i can do to help me. No matter how far i would go for him, and no matter how much i would be willing to do, in a second... i know he wouldnt listen. but, in case he would, im here. and well, i love you.