-i am: me
-i think: TOO much
-i know: i can do better than i do
-i have: the most amazing friends, family, and boyfriend
-i wish: the world was more open
-i hate: steryotypical people
-i miss: getting along with my mom
-i fear: death
-i hear: what i want
-i smell: nothing
-i crave: a big hug from rich
-i search: for my purose in life
-i wonder: waht life has in store for me
-i regret: nothing significant
-i love: my friends
-i long: to be all i can be
-i always: need people around me
-i am not: the typical girl
-i believe: i can change the world, if i tired
-i dance: when no one's looking
-i sing: everywhere i go
-i cry: way way WAY too much
-i laugh: like its my job
-i do not always: work to my full potential
-i fight: with my mom over stupid things
-i write: notes during class too much
-i hurt: my mom, by letting her down
-i win: nothing. im not anything specail.
-i lose: my mind
-i never: wanna hurt anyone
-i confuse: myself
-i listen: to everyone, when they need me
-i am scared: of graduating, and moving on
-i need: responsibility
-i want: my rich
-i am happy about: seeing my dad
-i am sad about: children who have to suffer for things that have no control over
-i expect: too much from myself. therefore realize i cant live up to it, and give up.
-i should: stop making excuses
-i better: get my act together
-i live: for the moment

Last Person Who...
.x. Slept in your bed - my cousin Crystelle 
.x. Saw you cry - Ryan
.x. Made you cry - My mom
.x. You shared a drink with - non-alchohalic, of course... Rich, last night at Fridays
.x. You went to the movies with - umm. Jess, Jeff, Mikey, Jay, and Gina. Meet The Fockers
.x. Sent you an email - Probably Jessica. being that she's the only one who ever e-mails me. lol

Have Your Ever...

.x. Said "I love you"- yes
.x. Been to New York? - born there :o)
.x. Been to Florida? - phhhst, i wish.
.x. California? - oh my god, id love to. but no
.x. hawaii? - heard its beautiful there?
.x. Mexico? - had the chance to once.. but didnt have the money
.x. China? - noppers
.x. Canada? - never been out of the country
.x. Been on a plane? - no. pathetic, eh?
.x. Danced naked - when im getting ready for an exciting date!
.x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day? - yeah... freakay!
.x. Stalked someone? - nope. but ive been stalked before, it was crazy.

Pick One...

.x. Apples or bananas? Bananas!! fuck yes!
.x. Red or blue? RED! - lmao Dan.
.x. Walmart or Kmart? walmart
.x. Math or English? - english, especailly if i was able to do it my way
.x. radio or CD? - CD, you control what goes on
.x. drawing or painting? - i wish i could draw as good as my dad
x. High school or college? - still in high school... BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE! ... im not ready ...

The Last Few Questions...

.x. Last time you went out of the state - many trips to Manahttan. other than that, YEARS ago.
.x. Lucky number - 3
.x. Things you like in a girl/guy - first of all, likes me for the RIGHT reasons <-- that doesnt happen too often :-/ ... spontaneous, fun, not afraid to make a fool out of themselves. Protects you, and makes sure yer safe and happy. But doesnt treat you like some helpless girl, who cant break a nail er anything.
.x. Weirdest thing about you? - everything
.x. What do you think of ouija board? - freakayyy! but very fun, if i do say so myself. ( who cares if its not real.. just have fun! you crazy fucks )
.x. What book are you reading now? - the fifth harry potter book
.x. What's on your mouse pad? - puppies, that my brother and garrett drew all over. lol
.x. Favorite board game? - monopoly :o)
.x. Favorite magazine? - the ones under Jess's bed
.x. Favorite sound? - anything goofy and random
.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? - i get to hug rich!
.x. Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters - all roller coasters are scary AND exciting. except the really old ones that feel like they're gonna fall apart. yeah - i dont ride those ones.
.x. How many rings before you answer? - as soon as i get to the phone. i usually have a good idea of who its gonna be.
.x. Future daughter's name? - Brooke Jeanne, Mackenzie Francis. ( just idears)
.x. Future son's name? - Adam Vincent, Daniel George, Ryan Christopher. ( again, just idears )
.x. Chocolate or vanilla? - vanilla, but banana's my favorite!
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? - my shamrock stuffed animal. and i used to sleep with Diddy and Miracle. But now I sleep with Rich's sweatshirt. lol
.x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? - a Scientist of some sort. a paleontologist would be great!
.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? - call Rich
.x. What was the last food you ate? - sloppy joes - ohhhh yeahhhh!
.x. you bored? - i have to be, if i just did 5 surveys in a row. lol
.x. How many buddies are on? - way too many to count
.x. Last movie you saw? - nikki and i watched just married the other night