so yeah. im in computer programming right now. steve cerri's on my right. paul's on my left. and rich is on my mind. lol. im really tired today. and im bored. and lonely. but its all good. anyways...

i was trying to look for some sort of survey er something i could take. cause those are soo much fun! as you can see, cause i have like, a billion of them in this journal. haha.

this weekend is SUPE BOWL SUNDAY!!! and im spending it, the way i would spend any other football event. AT THE PETRIZZO'S!!! :o) W00T W00T!

today, the buys have another hockey game. they arent doing so well this season :o( their record is 3 -11. i think. lol. something like that. but thats ok, cause zach's ::captian!:: next year, and rich... he's just cute. lol.

so yeah - paul and i got married! lol. and we hve 12 children. (as paul goes, "and she's loose as hell!" lmao! ) and they are 12 very beautiful, very sexy, very strong, very funny, very lazy children. VERY lazy. lol.

paul's playing a game, where you beat up poor little penguins, and they die. and blood splatters all over the place. its terrible. but a little funny. but only a little. lol.

so - plans for this weekend. today, Jess is most likely bringing Jeff down here, cause he's super cool. There's the hockey game. Possibly the gong show, since Peter's in it!! and then... who knows from there. Saturday, i have work, from 9-6 (what the bitch! toooo early! lol.) and then, my momma's havin a partaaaaay! then, sunday. Jeffrey Martin's hosue for the SUPERBOWL!!!! im rootin for the patriots. simply cause jessica wants the eagles. and i just feel like rooting against her. lol.

oh yeah, yesterday, i got pulled over for the fourth time. yet this time, i actually got a ticket. so, heres the story, basically, i cut off a cop. yeah, im a moron. so, instead of him giving me a ticket for careless driving, and having the extra person in the car... he only gave me the one for having the extra person. so thats kinda cool. and my mom took it pretty well. she wasnt happy, obviously. but she didnt flip a shit, like i had expected her to. and she said as long as there's no points, i should just pay it, and forget about it.

the upcoming monday, is Jess and Jeff's 8 month!!!! woohoo! i bet jess is a happy camper! lol

so yeah, i was looking through jess's journal from waaaaay back, and found another survey!!!! i know you must hate reading my surveys, but i like doing them... so if you dont wanna read it, then... FUCK YOU! lol. just kidding! love you all <3

1. What's your name/nickname? Keri Ann, keri, Ker, Diddy, Yonk-Vonk!! Sunshine. got a lot
2. What color is your underwear? oo, its sexy. lol. is black, and pink, and ties on the side ;-) lol
3. What are you listening to? people talking
4. What was the last thing you ate? umm... cant remember, actually.
5. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? red!
6. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? umm, not sure. but ya know what i always thought would be really cool? to go to an uncharted island, with island people, who dance around the fire, and chant songs in their strange native language. fun, eh? plus, brings you together, being alone together. not knowing whats going on.
7. How's the weather right now? freeeezing!
8. What's the first thing you notice on people of the opposite sex? smile, hair, eyes, body
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? actually, i got it from jessica's blog. so yes, i like the person.. a little. lol. just kidding!
10. Are you in a good mood? hells yeah! today is mine and rich's 4 month :o)
11. What's your favorite beverage? capri sun! lol (namely, strawberry kiwi)
12. What's your favorite drink? dont drink
13. How do you eat an oreo? dont really like oreos too much. but IF i do, peel it apart, and eat each side seperately. the one with less cream first. save the best for last! lol
14.Which CD will be the next one you'll buy? i wanna get the mark tom and travis show again. since mine's lost! :o( stupid people. lol
15. Hair color? brown, and a few natural, and unnatural highlights.
16. Eye color? green! ( got 'em from my daddy! )
17. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? have both, but very rarely ever wear either
18. Do you fancy someone at the moment? well, i reckon i do ma'am. lol
19. Favorite month? july! its the summer, the sun is beating down, no school for over a month, and 7/11 - my birthday!!
20. Last movie you saw? hrmm. probably something with nikki. but rich and i are gonna watch mean girls tonight! :o) hehe
21. Favorite day of the year? christmas, er my birthday ( birthday's are amazing! )
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? fuuuck yeah! once, i asked this guy if he wanted to hang out sometime. but that was it. and i did it right before i left, cause i knew i'd never have to see him again if he rejected me. making the first move isnt my thing. im a chicken!
23. Summer or winter? definitly summer!
24. Hugs or kisses? can i have them together? lol. a nice hug, a kiss, a smile, and another hug
25. Make love or have sex? depends on yer mood. sometimes you wanna make sweet love, sometimes you wanna fuck the shit out of them as hard as you can. it all depends
26. Dogs or cats? dogs all the way, folks! i hate cats. except brenda :o) lol
27. The glass... half empty or half full? depends. if you start with an empty class, and fill it up half way - half full. if you start with a full glass, and drink half - half empty.
28. Favorite day of the week? saturday!
29. Chocolate or vanilla? banana! lol. vanilla, if i had to choose
30. Would you like your friends to send this email back with their answers? its not an e-mail. lol. but i do like reading other people's answers to these.
31. Which book are you reading? fifth Harry Potter book
32. What's in your mousepad? im in the library, so a boring dell sign
33. Favorite board game? monopoly!
34. Favorite magazine? the ones under jess's bed
35. Favorite smells? rich :o) lol. he always smells so good.
36. Favorite sound? rich's giggle. lol (can ya tell im thinkin about him a lot today? lol)
37. Worst feeling in the world? definitly getting yer heart broken. (and dont you dare give me that look, jeff! lol)
38. The first think you think of when you wake up? rich, and getting a hug
39. Favorite color? red! and then green
40. How many times does the phone have to ring before you pick up? as soon as i get to it. i usually know who its gonna be.
41. When would you like to have kids? when im ready! duur. lol. but i want a lot, so i might have to start early. just not too early.
42. How many kids would you like to have? 5. i'd settle for 4. but nothing less than that.
43. What name would you pick for your first child? hrmm. a boy - definitly adam vincent. girl - brooke jeanne
44. Favorite thing about life? having fun. LAUGHING! and knowing that the people you care most about are happy
45. Do you like to drive fast? of coooourse not. lol. yes, i do. im a "leadfoot madman" as some say. lol. ::cough cough:: steve.
46. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? christmas, the dog my brother gave me. and i used to have a bunch, but they're from the past. i need a new stuffed animal
47. What's underneath your bed? uhh, something very valuable.
48. One good thing about the person who sent this to you? she's the most amazing person in the whoooole world!! :o)
49. What's on your car stereo right now? K-Rock
50. Have you missed school or work just because it was raining? cant say i have. but i've not gone, just cause i was tired, or didnt feel like it.
51. Have your feelings ever been hurt? duuur. no one's invicible.
52. Have you been asked to keep a secret? i suppose.
53. Did you have an imaginary friend as a kid? yeah! mine was name amy, and my brother's was daniel. after the kids my mom used to babysit, who became like our older siblings.
54. Have you ever wanted to date a friend? ive done it. doing it right now.
55. Were you ever in love with a teacher? uhh, no. buuuut, if i HAD to fuck one of my teachers, definitly coach cardell!
56. Which shampoo do you use? various ones. its not good to always use the same one.
57. Day or night? depends on what yer planning on doing.
58. Favorite cartoon character? spiderman!
>------------------RIGHT NOW-----------------
What kind of clothes are you wearing? im all dressed up and "hot" today. i dont like it
Eating something? nope, but i wish i was! god, im hungry!
Drinking something? nope
What are you listening to? the bell just rang. lol
----------------IN THE LAST 24 HOURS----------------
Did you cry? nope! (surpirsing)
Did you clean your bedroom? of course
Did you do laundry? of course
Did you drive? yes, to school
-------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-----------------
Yourself? sometimes
Your friends? absolutelySanta Claus? Nope
Destiny? eh, not really
Angels? only my gardian angel. my cousin adrian.
Ghosts? fuck yeah! love that stuff!
UFO'S? of course! i love reading about aliens. thats my favorite!

ok - WHAT THE FUCK?! like, seriously. are you fucking stupid? ok i have this friend, and he's a fucking moron!!!!!!! he's making the stupidest fucking mistake of his life, and he doesnt realize a bunch of shit, and he's stupid. I dont think he realizes, how much people ACTUALLY care about him. othre people. other families. ... and me ... I am so incredibly, upset, pissed, frustrated, dissappointed, and yet, helpless, right now. One of the worst parts about it, is theres nothing i can do to help me. No matter how far i would go for him, and no matter how much i would be willing to do, in a second... i know he wouldnt listen. but, in case he would, im here. and well, i love you.

Last cigarette: never

Last car ride: last night, comine home from fridays

Last good cry: last time i cried over something actually worht crying over, was the summer.

Last library book checked out: hrmm. a while ago

Last cuss word uttered: umm. dont remember

Last beverage drank: really shitty fruit punch

Last food consumed: sloppy joes

Last phone call: nikki - rich - jess

Last tv show watched: phil of the future ( ohh, he's so hot. lol )

Last time showered: yesterday morning ( im sick, and ive been in the house all day )

Last shoes worn: my sneakers

Last CD played: dude ranch - BLINK

Last item bought: i went to the mall with nikki the other day, and spent about $150! ( the most girlie thing ive ever done! lol )

Last downloaded: hrmm. dont have anything on this computer, so its been a while.

Last annoyance: the dog barking - its a bitch, when you've got a headache

Last disappointment: when my dad cancelled on us last week :o(

Last soda drank: coke, last night at Fridays

Last thing written: probably a note to someone, during class. lol

Last words spoken: oh, its been a while since ive talked to anyone... other than myself

Last sleep: slept till 1:30 today

Last IM: everyone's been IMing me, "feel better keri!" i love my friends <3

Last time hugged: Chris

Last chair sat in: dont think i sat in a chair all day. ( im on teh floor right now. lol )

Last underwear worn: i had my superman thong on yesterday. and today - ... nothing ...

Last shirt worn: i have a sweatshirt on now... umm. what did i wear yesterday?

Last time dancing: dont remember

Last poster looked at: my brother's posters

Last show attended: been a good couple months

Last web page visited: other peoples journals and xangas, trying to find more surveys

-i am: me
-i think: TOO much
-i know: i can do better than i do
-i have: the most amazing friends, family, and boyfriend
-i wish: the world was more open
-i hate: steryotypical people
-i miss: getting along with my mom
-i fear: death
-i hear: what i want
-i smell: nothing
-i crave: a big hug from rich
-i search: for my purose in life
-i wonder: waht life has in store for me
-i regret: nothing significant
-i love: my friends
-i long: to be all i can be
-i always: need people around me
-i am not: the typical girl
-i believe: i can change the world, if i tired
-i dance: when no one's looking
-i sing: everywhere i go
-i cry: way way WAY too much
-i laugh: like its my job
-i do not always: work to my full potential
-i fight: with my mom over stupid things
-i write: notes during class too much
-i hurt: my mom, by letting her down
-i win: nothing. im not anything specail.
-i lose: my mind
-i never: wanna hurt anyone
-i confuse: myself
-i listen: to everyone, when they need me
-i am scared: of graduating, and moving on
-i need: responsibility
-i want: my rich
-i am happy about: seeing my dad
-i am sad about: children who have to suffer for things that have no control over
-i expect: too much from myself. therefore realize i cant live up to it, and give up.
-i should: stop making excuses
-i better: get my act together
-i live: for the moment

Last Person Who...
.x. Slept in your bed - my cousin Crystelle 
.x. Saw you cry - Ryan
.x. Made you cry - My mom
.x. You shared a drink with - non-alchohalic, of course... Rich, last night at Fridays
.x. You went to the movies with - umm. Jess, Jeff, Mikey, Jay, and Gina. Meet The Fockers
.x. Sent you an email - Probably Jessica. being that she's the only one who ever e-mails me. lol

Have Your Ever...

.x. Said "I love you"- yes
.x. Been to New York? - born there :o)
.x. Been to Florida? - phhhst, i wish.
.x. California? - oh my god, id love to. but no
.x. hawaii? - heard its beautiful there?
.x. Mexico? - had the chance to once.. but didnt have the money
.x. China? - noppers
.x. Canada? - never been out of the country
.x. Been on a plane? - no. pathetic, eh?
.x. Danced naked - when im getting ready for an exciting date!
.x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day? - yeah... freakay!
.x. Stalked someone? - nope. but ive been stalked before, it was crazy.

Pick One...

.x. Apples or bananas? Bananas!! fuck yes!
.x. Red or blue? RED! - lmao Dan.
.x. Walmart or Kmart? walmart
.x. Math or English? - english, especailly if i was able to do it my way
.x. radio or CD? - CD, you control what goes on
.x. drawing or painting? - i wish i could draw as good as my dad
x. High school or college? - still in high school... BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE! ... im not ready ...

The Last Few Questions...

.x. Last time you went out of the state - many trips to Manahttan. other than that, YEARS ago.
.x. Lucky number - 3
.x. Things you like in a girl/guy - first of all, likes me for the RIGHT reasons <-- that doesnt happen too often :-/ ... spontaneous, fun, not afraid to make a fool out of themselves. Protects you, and makes sure yer safe and happy. But doesnt treat you like some helpless girl, who cant break a nail er anything.
.x. Weirdest thing about you? - everything
.x. What do you think of ouija board? - freakayyy! but very fun, if i do say so myself. ( who cares if its not real.. just have fun! you crazy fucks )
.x. What book are you reading now? - the fifth harry potter book
.x. What's on your mouse pad? - puppies, that my brother and garrett drew all over. lol
.x. Favorite board game? - monopoly :o)
.x. Favorite magazine? - the ones under Jess's bed
.x. Favorite sound? - anything goofy and random
.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? - i get to hug rich!
.x. Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters - all roller coasters are scary AND exciting. except the really old ones that feel like they're gonna fall apart. yeah - i dont ride those ones.
.x. How many rings before you answer? - as soon as i get to the phone. i usually have a good idea of who its gonna be.
.x. Future daughter's name? - Brooke Jeanne, Mackenzie Francis. ( just idears)
.x. Future son's name? - Adam Vincent, Daniel George, Ryan Christopher. ( again, just idears )
.x. Chocolate or vanilla? - vanilla, but banana's my favorite!
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? - my shamrock stuffed animal. and i used to sleep with Diddy and Miracle. But now I sleep with Rich's sweatshirt. lol
.x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? - a Scientist of some sort. a paleontologist would be great!
.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? - call Rich
.x. What was the last food you ate? - sloppy joes - ohhhh yeahhhh!
.x. you bored? - i have to be, if i just did 5 surveys in a row. lol
.x. How many buddies are on? - way too many to count
.x. Last movie you saw? - nikki and i watched just married the other night

-Does your dentist ask you questions with his/her fingers in your mouth? YES! and i hate it! dentists are sooo stupid!

-Do you get depressed in the winter? no. the winter is romantic. cause the snow is pretty. and its cold, so you have to use boy heat to saty warm! :o)

-Have you ever given anyone a haircut? my brother. and i cut my own bangs and layers and shit. ( but Jess is gonna cut my hair, next time. lol )

-What part of your body can you not stand people touching? i dont like anyone touching me, unless they're specail ;-) then they can touch whatever they want.

-What do you do with the cotton from pill bottles? i dont take pills

-Do you believe in Miss Cleo? mind telling me who that is?

-Do you swear in front of elderly people? i try my hardest not to. old people tend to like me.

-Do you swear in front of children? im sure they've never heard them before.

-What's the best thing about your best friend? How she always goes so far to make sure im happy, and doing well.

-What would you change about your body? everything. i ahte my feet, my hands, my legs, my stomach, my ass, my skin color - yeah, you get the idear.

-What do you like about your body? umm. my boobs would be ok, if they were the same size. but i do kinda like my hair, when its straight!

-What's the most attractive physical feature in a person? smile! eyes, hair, and body.

-Do you ever do things repeatedly that you know are not going to work? i suppose

-Do you hang up on people when they call and you get mad at them? only my mom... cause she does it to me every single day. otherwise, i would never.

Do you like oreos? not particularly ( thats the second survey today, that had something with oreos... what is it about them? )

Are you in love right now? i dont think so... not yet, at least. maybe someday

-Do you have any piercings?: 1 in each ear ( id like more, but im a baby, and i dont wanna go through the pain )

-Any tattoos?: dont really want any

-Do you like candles?: yeah! :o) as long as they are kept at least a foot away from me. lol

-Do you like hot wax: hrmmm... in what way? lol

-Do you like incense?: umm.

-Do you like the taste of blood? its actually not too bad. ya know, when you have a small cut, you suck the blood out of it. lol. im like a little vampire! bwahahaha

-Biggest turn on?: a guy winking. like this... ;-) lol

-If you could meet anyone famous in the world, (i.e: they've been on television, or in a book, movie, etc...) who and why?: id have to think long and hard about this one.

-What song is stuck in your head right now?: Scars - Papa Roach

-If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: anyone thats ever hurt anyone i care about.

-Person you wish you could be with right now?: rich :o) hehe

-What/Who is next to you?: my baby danny! ( i wish rich was here. being sick makes ya feel kinda lonely )

-Do you believe in love?: no, i think its a conspiracy! lmao - just kidding. of course i do, you retard!

-Do you believe in soul mates?: eh, not really. i just think.. its kinda complicated to explain.

-Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope

-Do you believe in Heaven?: no. but i wish i did. ( whats gonna happen when we die? eternal blankness??? that would suck! ok - new subject )

-Do you believe in Hell?: not really

-Christ?: dont think so

--In the past 24 hours, have you...
Flashed someone? no. been sick all day
Mooned someone? no. i hate my ass
Tried to kill yourself? wanted to, with how bad that headache felt!
Tried to kill someone else? its my day off
Told someone you hated them? actually.. no! wow - im proud of myself. a whole day in the house with my mom, and i didnt! go keri - go keri! lol
Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? no. only person i said i love you to was jess, and i meant it
Taken a shower? nah, im stinkay. lol ( ive been sick, and in the house all day. so its all good )
Hugged someone? no, but i would looove one.
Kissed someone? in my head :o) been thinkin of kissing *you all day
Had sex? nope. and had no desire to.
Been drunk? definitly not
Been high? im tired of these questions. NO
Been in a fight? nope.
Sang? my throat hurts too much
Danced? too tired
Made someone laugh? dont think so
Has someone else made you laugh? not really
Wished on a star? havent been outside

--Would you rather....
Be in the Mountains or at the Beach? mountains - thatd be cool
Have someone break up with you or break up with someone? have someone break up with you. cause yeah, it hurts. but at least you know you gave it yer all.
Be alone or with someone else? i HATE being alone.

Act your age:	definitly not. lol
Born on what day of the week:	a saturday! yeah, rock on!
Chore you hate:	dishes. ugh!
Dad's name:	goerge
Essentail make-up item:	only thing i wear occasionally - eye liner
Favorite actors/actresses:	linsday lohan/matthew lawrence ( two hottest people ever! )
Gold or sliver:	silver
Hometown:	Lake Par!
Instruments you play:	would like to learn guitar
Job title:	just havin fun
Kids:	yer not supposed to know about them! lol
Living arrangements:	lvin my small house, with my mom and brother ( and 2 dogs! )
Mom's name:	Debra Jeanne!
Number of socks you own:	a bajillion
Overnight hospital stays:	never
Phobia:	most prominant right now - granduation :-/
Quote you like:	ill get back to you on that. cant think.
Religious affiliation:	none, really.
Siblings:	my super cool little brother!!!
Time you woke up today:	1:30 - im sick. arg.
Unusual habits:	my look i get when im concentrating.
Vicious thing you've done:	some of the things i've said to paul anderson. he always brings out the bitch in me. not good.
Worst habit:	not doing my homework/schoolwork
X-rays you've had:	one for a broken arm - a bajillion for sprained ankles
Your favorite season:	i liek them all, for their own reasons
Zodiac sign:	cancer